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MERRY XMASS!

2011-12-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

hii its christmas which means is gonna be a new year , 2012!!

time pass freakingg fastt mann oh mann! TOO FAST ALREADYY!! getting olddd , older and older AND OLDER!!

WELL today at my christmas gift wrapping counter! I QUARRELLED WITH A INDIAN MAN!! lolsss first ever time i quarrelled with someone and got so ANGRYYYY!! i can really feel like my chest there got some wanna beat someone up de feeling! i m a person who don get angry nor quarrel with ppl want!

so i m really very shocked that i actually talk back to this guy which i dunno, and somemore he some in charge at the cashier . LOLSS the way he talk oso make me " bu shuang" really "beh song" xia... the story goes like thiss! i gonna cut it short

okie , because today taka do not have extend hours so we can close our counter gate at abt 9.30 already. and the rest of the customers who came are recommended to collect wrapper instead so there this malay woman (worker at taka) talk on fone in malay ( I understand abit of malay) saying the there's customers complaining that the gift wrapping counter is closing and are nt accepting any more customers so she is like telling me the cashier still got alot of ppl and we must wait for the customers to come n help them wrapp BUT THE FREAKING PROBLEM IS THAT THE LIGHTS ARE OFF AND WE CAN GOOO OLRDYY , BASICALLY WE CAN LEAVE THE COUNTER ALREADY and this freaking indian man in charge frm dunno wheree , should be cashier! HE SAID that there customers at the cashier paying for their stuffs and wanna get their pressie wrap and u need to help them wrap and said the cashier is nt even close , why are u guys closed olrdy , then i said for the past few days WE OSO LEAVE THE COUNTER FIRST ,WHEREAS THE CASHIER IS NT CLOSE YET. HE KINDA RAISE HIS VOICE bla bla blaaaa , i oso raise MY VOICE TO HIM .. in the end the guy gave up cux i keep say no nonoonooonononononoonononononon , we are closed olrdy..

I am the leader over there , i need to step up at that time , i don think i am in a wrong to not accept customers. zzz cux if i were to accept one customer , more ppl will come and so ? we don need to go hm already , i believe my collegues wanna go hm soon and its kinda unreasonable for today's incident . zzz IDIOTIC MAN! zzzz

i think alot of my friends never see side of me before being so angryyy . LOLSSS I OSO SHOCKED TO SEE MYSELF like this , abit "daring" to talk and argue back with someone i dunno . =x hehehs

ate some chocolates to chill man zzzzz tmr last day of work liao , hopefully wont have this kinda things happen tmr , zzzzz ..

sorry for my long and winded post!! HAHAHAHAS OPSSS

蔡健雅Tanya【letting go】官方MV完整放映

2011-12-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

this song is currently my favouritee! keep repeatinggggg..

love.....

Avalon !

2011-12-08T03:12:00.000+08:00

say hi to avalon!!!!! AT MBS!!! =DDD

hi ppl!!

today i went to mbs avalon !! whoa atas club lehs!! cux there this dance battle event and suling invited me under her guestlist which means i go to avalon for freeeee!!

had a hard time deciding what to wear for this event cux was deciding between dance attire or something nice!! in the end i decided to wear something nicee^^

hehehs was kinda happy when quite a few ppl commented it was nice!! intially plan was HEELS! but was kinda lazyyy and if heels abit hard to walk and stand for hrs! so decided to wear this shoes!! LOVE MY THIS SHOES! i think boys who buy this kinda high cut shoes and wear , nice xia, of course have to match to their attire !

went there like a few hrs , it was a great experience cyphering over there! its been a long long time since i dance in a circle surrounded by ppl!

this is how is looks like inside!! !! =D

woohoo FINALLY!!

2011-12-06T01:20:00.001+08:00

hiiii ppl!!!!

FINALLY I GOT TO WATCH THE APPLE OF MY EYE WITH MY BOYFRIEND HEHEHES XDD its been a long time since i watch a movie with him man!! he like so tired like this after booking out , really felt soo so badd , lika wrong timing to ask him out for moviee hehes but the movie was simple but nice ^^ the ending was so sad cux the couple didnt get tgt =(

OKIEE AND FINALLYY HEHEHES MY DREAM OF GOING OVERSEAS FINALLYY HAS COMEE!

today is officially the day i gotten my passport! AND I MEAN MY VERY 1ST PASSPORT !! hahas for those who dunno , i didnt step out of spore for 21 years of my life, today finally!! i step out of spore! even though it was just jb hehes =D but at least i went overseas! ahahs when i reached home , my mother was so kiasu ahh , got passport straight away go jb ahh! HAHlAHAS

I m really happy to the max!! ahahs like really blurr , take bus all those , scan my passport oso blur , if i were to go alone , i think i will be a lost sheep man! HAHAS

and oh ya after i gotten my passpoort , i went for my dental appointment and i changed my braces colors TO .......

red and green!!! preparing for xmasss seasons!! HAHAHAS!! okie the red and green on my teeth wasnt tt obvious at the foto hehes! intially wanted orange want but don hv orange so gotten the red and greennn hehes!

okie i went to jb with my collegue , BENJAMIN!! =DD

seriously he don look like a 17 years old little boy to me , ahahs he looked much more older than me! HAHAAHS OPS !

the first thing i boought frm jb is chewingg gumm hehes !! i love chewing gumm , if anyone were to ask me if i want anything frm overseas , i will always wanted them to get gumss for mee hehes!

ZI LIAN IN PROGREESSS =DD

in the msia taxi heading from place to place!! ahahs now i believe there a place called sentosa in jb!! went to city square ,sentosa and one more place i cant rmb what izit!! HAHAS OKIE ATE ALOT OF SINFUL STUFFS! like icream , aunt ann , sausages, kaya pancake and my dinner of course SHITT!

okie this what i have eaten for my dinnerr!! hehes

the restuarant lika special , got trees want xia!! looks cool and interesting right? =D

mango juice and fruit punch!

OKIE HERE COMES THE AWESOME AND FREAKING AWESOME FOOD HEHES! HERE GOT SALMON , CHICKEN AND SCALLOP and obviously with the side dish FRIES =DD

even though the salmon was kinda salty for me but it still taste very gooddd =DD i m a salmon's loverrr ^^

OKIE AND FOR THIS IS TERIYAKI OSTRICH MEAT!

actually i tot the teriyaki sauce was like tgt with the meat but in the end the sauce was seperated! IT DOESNT TASTE LIKE TERIYAKI , IT TASTE MORE LIKE BLACK PEPPER TO ME!

YA , THIS IS THE KAYA THINGY TT I WAS TALKING ABT , haahs it taste sosoo soo niceeee !! 3.00rm for 10 xiaa! cheap ttm!! hehehs!

okie end off the day with baskin robbins!! ^^

hahas i m so excited to travel overseas again!! ASK ME GO OVERSEAS OKIE PPL HEHEHES I WILL BE MORE THAN WILLING TO GO WITH U BUT OF COURSE MUST HV ENUF MONEY FIRST , IF WANNA GO EXPENSIVE PLACES , MUST TELL ME IN ADVANCE , i need save money and work moreee hehehehehehes!!

bye byee tmr i m working mrn shift!! fwahh

outing with my bestie! pei fen! =D

2011-11-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

hi readers!

today is a fun outing and catching up time with my secondary school friend , yeah i told a lot of ppl its been years since i saw her liao! she really is my best of all friend! we can clique very well , never quarrel all those , she can tahan my sometimes attitude to her kind of talking , my bad =x HAHAS!

She said i SLIM DOWN LIAO ESP MY WAIST PART , MUAHAHS! HAPPY and she said my face got a little change but she just cant figure it out where izit , izit the face shape or i looked different liao , alot of ppl said i still look like some 16, 17 yrs old but for me , i don think i look that young olrdy! I THINK I LOOKED LIKE MY AGE 21 YRS OLD LIAO , LIKE REALLY GOT THE MATURE LOOK LIAO BUT OF COURSE WITH A SMALL KID HEIGHT! haisss

HAIYO , i very sad , she insist wanted to eat sakae buffet , then i was like buffet??!!! what? can eat other stuffs , she said no , wahh , then i think okie la , once in a while so long nv meet her le , just go with the flow with her lohs =/// so long nv eat buffet! SO SINFUL XIA!! anyway share with her alot of thingss too! we bought the same shoes from john little! it costs like 5.90 like this , its some pumps shoes, yellow in color! I m starting to like yellow color liao =DD but of course i still love my red , orange and all those bright colorsss !! hehehs! all the colors i seems to hate last time , now i m starting to like it liao ,okie random!

we went to shop shop talk talk and dinner , next outing before she going back to msia , we going to watch movie!!i wanna watch the "already famous" just nice she wanna watch ! cant wait to meet her . shall see you soon!
^^

shopping spree with long time never see de grace and fifi ^^

2011-11-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

i think this environment looks nice! and looking at this japan restaurant reminds me of you going to japan!

fifi's macha drink!

yeah!!! =D

i went to meet them after my freaking short hours of work from 730am to 12noon! then after tt i head to bugis to meet both of them , its been a long time since we met up!

guess the last time was my bdae celebration?

hoho , i swear i am super indecisive when it comes to buying things HOWEVER WHEN THE THING I REALLY REALLY LIKE , I WILL JUST BUY WITHOUT THINKING =D

bought quite a few things at bugis hehes managed to get my pants , always wanted to get those kind of long pants and my shades!! ^^ and other stuffs as well

but sadly , i didnt buy any top!! argh! buy bottoms bt nv buy top ,alamak

went to frolick to get some healthy yogurt! it was my first time eating this frolick! well i would say its around the same as yami yohurt , nt much difference

but of course i would prefer yami yohurt esp with healthy nuts and fruits , HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!

i love taking photos of my daily life and small little things and upload them in fb! ^^ and see ppl like or even comment on my photo , feels nice ^^

HEHEHE! ON A RANDOM NOTE , THIS IS WHAT I DID FOR MY WORK

I really enjoy working as a barista! =D hehes and sometimes i will see how long i get to make drinks ! two drinks hot and cold one 5 mins!!! =DD i wanna be faster!

everytime i work as barista , i really don feel like stepping out of the bar to serve customers , make me so lazyyyyy. and everytime customers come to order from the bar , like can you please sit down and wait while the other waiter/waitress approach u! its a table service .. tts why i would always wear a MASK! SO ACTUALLY CUSTOMERS WONT LIKE APPROACH ME AS MUCH AS WITHOUT MASK ON MY FACE! okie nvm if you dn understnd what i say , cux i kinda admit my english quite lousy! HAHAS SHIT MAN !

OKIE I WANNA LOSE ANOTHER KG BY NEXT WEEK ! BODY FATS , PLS COOPERATE WITH ME! THANK U! AND BYEEEE XD

daily life!

2011-11-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

hi people! i have not been very active in blogging already! too lazy to blog! recently busy on twitter! and like to mobile uploads my pictures to fb instead hehes! short and sweet!

i bet not much people read my blog liao ehh! i feel ahh but nvm hehes! oh ya recently back to spamming my tumblr!! as per usual spamming a lot of food pictures! well these few weeks i have been on a healthy diet ^^ maintaining! exercise and my meals are carefully chosen!

my healthy breakfast !! i love the bread part , my mother actually kind toast it , so it was kinda nice to chewww! and when i put the ham together with the lettuce and egg woo! shiok!

that time before ym go into army , i acc him buy him stuffs and see him cut BOTAK!

hahas , his "reluctant" look!

ohhh ohh ! botak lohs!

not as bad i think , wasnt that ugly with his botak hehehs!=D

HOHO ITS MUSE ON THURS 10 NOV!

and yea , my colleague came to support! the 17 years old boy who i can clique alot! hahas benjamin!

my beloved dance instructor "melissa" =DD love her , she's awesome!

Tall zhongwen! i like this photo !

EHH GOH WANLING AND EHH JIA WEI =DDDDDDDD

coral , everyone says she looks like me , and she called me her twinny! hahas

airlenor! think she got great potential in dance , she's a freshie =D

ehh sajuto! my budak kecik!

take my hair side view!! while making this hair , i burnt my hands with the hair curler , now still got the burn mark , sad much =(

DEYOU , THE CHACK IT OWT GUY!

POON KAIYING! HAAHS my partner for battle and oso the main cheorographer for muse =DD

uploaded a few photos ! just randomly selected a few =DD

OKIE DONE WITH MY BLOG FOR TODAY HEHEES NIGHTS! XD

2011-11-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

craving for donuts....

its been super long since i touch donuts , i think more than a year?. feel like having it xia!

farewell dinner for mr ben !

2011-11-03T12:05:00.001+08:00

hihi!! oh man , i wanna post some photos over here once my friends upload the photos!!
ytd which was a wedsnesday ! just nice i didnt have dance in the night then at least after my work , i get to rest and head out!!

i was the organiser of the day , so beforehand i suggested going to prata house and come some beancurd after that which is at upper thomson there !!

this is my 2nd outing with the bunch of interesting ppl ! we crap alot and keep luffing non stop ! fun!! xD
and shiok we all don have to pay a single cent! AHAHHAS! i don want to eat prata , but my boss and the rest keep forcinggg me to eatt! i have no choice bt just ate a few bites!

after that we went to the rocher beancurd!! and there were like a few egg tarts and butterfly frites , i dunno hw to spell , something like youtiao those kind! then we cannot waste food mahs , everyone was like so full after eating the prata and everyone cant finish!

SO I suggested to play some gamesss! play the number game!!
whoever that say that number will have to eat the leftovers! well overall it was really fun , i like those kind of feeling whereby having laugh and jokes with one whole bunch of people!

AIYA NO PICTURE! I WANNA PUT SOME PHOTOS LEHS!
okiee later at night i got dance practise! next week is muse!! muse is our rp dance concert =DD bye ! i head to my lunch! fish slice noodles!

blog like going to be dead!

2011-10-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

hi . happyboxyou

its been a long time since i last visited you!been so lazy to update , busying uploading mobile photos instead!

today got feel to blog!

you know at times , you just felt so down perhaps after a bad day at work or been wanting to meet someone so badly untill its spoil your mood when you have to extend hours just because someone couldnt come on time.. its up to you whether you wanna stay , i like sian of asking whether can i leave early anot , so i just stay and continue doing my long long lists of drinks. normally i will be like ehh 3pm liao , can i go off now , i have to goo off liao, bt yeah today just like siannnn , since the outlet so busy , jiu suan liao....like spoil mood liao..

and yeah.. even though the person replied he okie, i still feel bad about it even i asked him questions in the sms....the heart just feels like sour about it..

these few days a lil emotional , oh tell me why , why girls like to emo so much..

on the side note, if only i eat so much , also wont grow fat jiu hao. hais , always kena laugh by not sliming down.. m trying my best , if cannot slim then jiu suan liao... its just shows that my determination nt good enough bahs..

HIHI ppl

2011-08-31T21:27:00.001+08:00

its gonna be sept already and soon it will be december then again the new year !

oh yeah , i like this photo alot , dunno why also! HAAS maybe one of the reason is my braces =DD like make my face like sibeh skinny like this! =x

and yeah this photo as well very nice!! thanks to the photographer benjamin! HAHAS!

okie how u guys been! i been doing well , working as part timer at tcc funan! think soon i need to get a real full time job before i get into a uni ! actually i don really feel like studying though but also don want to get a full time job , sounds contradicting huh? but no choice , already 21 years old le , need to plan . kinda hate to plan! HAHAS!

OH YA, mookcake festival coming soon le! snowskin mooncake is da best man!! Also , i feel like going play lantern , esp go to playground and play candles and lantern , got feel this yr lehs and oso play those sparkle sparkle thingy. like fun! still rmb i play lantern was like during secondary sch time at my aunt hse carpark then .. at the top level of the carpark and eat mooncake and sit down n see the moon , wah shiok!

OMGG THIS IS SO NICE , introduce by wanling! craving for this though!! walnut rocky road! its at swensens , i wanna faster eat this one again , oh ya this one is serve for two! *HINT HINT*

HEHEHE xD

hi what a fruitful august!

2011-08-21T23:39:00.001+08:00

hihi!! here i m, blogging again! hehes!

suntec finally over , we didnt get into semi finals but its okie , it was kind of expected?!
hahahs! but of course i hv fun dancing with my members despite problems really come to us like cheorography , formation , I THINK FORMATION WAS A REAL HEADACHE! seriously , must be creative ahh!
and i cn focus on my work liao! suntec comp was really a tough one , within one week you hv to come out with new things and practise everyday , commitment must be there! but really its kinda tiring! i would rather join a dance comp next time that is like just one round only!

ANDD AFTER SUNTEC COMP YTD which is like 20 aug! straight after the comp , i rushed down to rp for real deal battle!
i wasnt prepared for this battle , so is like going there to have fun instead! before the audition starts , i was super nervous , i keep forgetting the tag , i only had like half and hr tt time to train with my partner for this tag.
stress , but luckily i didnt forget anything during the audition round itself , HENG!

the battles was great man , very happy to see japan kids live!! everytime see them thru u tube videos , its like the feeling wah very shiok ! they are the SATURDAY PLAYERS! $15 TO BATTLE AND SEE THEM SHOWCASE AND BATTLE WAS LIKE TOTALLY WORTH IT!

sunday 21.08.11
i went for my workshop conducted by them !

intially i only attended and paid for hiphop class! but after seeing this lil show pops! i m like so interested to attend his popping class ahh! and suprising i told jon that "hey i feel like joining his popping lesson ehh" then he replied "ehh i think got free slot for popping ehh" then he helped me ask! AND YEAHH I GOT A FREE SLOT FOR POPPING , was super duper happy hehehes!

he is a friendly lil guy! me n joshua accompany him to buy drinks! ahahahahs and talk talk talk!

this girl yumeki , wearing white t shirt , she was damn friendly and helpful ! keep teaching me patiently on how to do waves and some legs moves =DD heh heh heh , she is like only 13 yrs old, omg JAPAN KIDS WTH DOPE!

heh heh!! DOPE WORKSHOP BY THEM HEHEHEHEHES =DDD

2011-08-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

i just wanted you to come and watch , support me just like how you want your friends to be around when you perform on the stage...

but yeah.. is okie..

disappointed..

21st birthday =DD

2011-08-06T14:27:00.001+08:00

hihi , its been a long time i blog man!! time to update what going on with my life!

i been busy working and practising for my upcoming competition which is SUNTEC DANCE!! its coming soon which is at 13th august! must come and support okie =DDD its my 2nd big big dance compeition! hopefully can pass through auditions with my team members which is Kaiying , ain , wanling and natalie!! excited , we are call what's sup!!!

okie 5th august is my 21st birthday , how fast times fliessss!!!! and i m one year older liaoo.. OMG , i need to tkare of my skin , my eyes really lika cui!!!! not gonna work for the whole next week as i think i need to get enuf rest and prepare for my upcoming comp , ahh 1 WEEK NO WORK MONEY . BUT KEEP SPENDING ON TRANSPORT MONEY . den den denn so fast transport money , keep need top up here and there!!

okiee 1stly , i celebrated my advanced birthday with my family!!

my little cousin wearing his angry bird shirt

my grandma and little cousin N MY CAKE =DD

then secondly with yanzhu and janice!!

my oreo cupcake ^^

we 3 went to delifrance to eat!! initally wanted soup spoon , but everywher in cityhall de resturant was full of ppllllllllllllll!!! so we just get a place wher we can find a place to sit in n settle our dinner .. after tt we went to esplanade rooftop and i saw a roof top bar at esplanade , it is like SO COOLLLLL!!! WANNA VISIT THERE ONE DAY BUT I WONDER THE PRICING IS HW MUCH.!

then we spam alot alot of photos .. hahahas

then thirdly with stella , candy , mok and jez!!

U SEE I BEEN EATING AND EATING AND EATING !! OMGG!

thennnnnn i got a pasta for my birthday =DDD

how come i got free pasta lehs?

CUX tthe auntie dishwasher at my workplace bought a packer of pasta n hotdog and ask kitchen to cook for me!! and everyone who working on tt day got the free pasta =DD super delicious!! aglio olio with hot dog

then then i got ben n jerry icrm as well =DDD its chubby hubby taste ,damn freaking nice to the max!

then then i celebrated with grace and fifi !

we went to fish mahatten to eat !! IT WAS OKIE ONLY LEHS THE FISH N CHIPS , I FEEL TT FISH AND CO IS MUCH MORE NICER! SO ppl if u cant decide between fish and co n fish mahatten , go for fish and co instead =x

then after i got my this wonderful icream cake frm grace ^^

my one and only bdae cake , its me !! HAPPYBOX!! ^^

AFTER fish mahatten , we went to fifi hse for wii game !!!! hahas

then on the same day , after tt i met shan shan and wanling , my secondary sch friends =DD

SHAN SHAN

WANLING

i would highly recommend to eat this place for birthday because it is cheap and nice =DDD super cheap !!! wher got resturant so cheap and so many choices de xia!! okie la , astons oso cheap and nice as well =DD this restuarant is at liang court!

sitting on a table which is number 5!! MY FAVOURITE NUMBER

AND YEAHH I GOT A FLOWER AT THE END OF THE DAY FRM WANLING =DDD

TADA!! =DD I CHOOSE ONE ,SO NICEE THE COLOR!

and during 4th august , i went to work!! omg i was kena sabo!! with whip cream , caramel sauce , honey sauce , chocolate, and many more!! my uniform and apron was screw!! waiting for my collegue to upload the photos!! ALOT OF SUPER UGLAM FOTO ! one of my collegue wanted to attack me with honey but the honey didnt flow out , then i was struggling with her to make sure the honey don come out but in the end i pull out the cap and i kena !!! and she PUT ICE IN MY UNIFORM ,SO I OSO WANNA ATTACK HER WITH ICE UNTILL WE BOTH STRUGGLED AND SHE ENDED UP FALLING DWN . hahahahahs =x it was a joke of the day !

i got this bdae treat frm benjamin my collegue !!=DD

damn nicee =DD artease!

AND LASTLY celebrated my bdae with ym!!

we went to sentosa for picnic at the beach and after tt went to skyride!! at one part wher it stopped halfway when the skyride didnt move , i was stunt and very scare .luckily it didnt stop for for very long.. then after tt went to song of the seas ! SONG OF THE SEAS WAS AWESOME!!

TADA WAS AT THE SKYRIDE!

and and and and it wasnt the end , when i reached hm , left abt 15 more mins till my bdae ended , i got a bdae cake from my mother!! =DD

OKIE MY LONG WINDED POST !!! =DDD BYEE PPL

Quality, not quantity.

2011-06-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

this is nice , taken from http://www.audreylim.com/search?updated-max=2011-02-16T17%3A39%3A00%2B08%3A00&max-results=3
quoted everything from the blog! "I know that I am not the best person to tell you things you might already know.
But anyway, these are the stuff every couple should take note;

1: Space.

Give each other some space. Don't be totally consumed by each other. You don't have to spend every single moment with each other to have a long-lasting relationship. Quality, not quantity.

2: Care.

Care for each other, and make it obvious. No one likes being in a relationship with a block of wood.
Don't keep your partner guessing about your feelings. Don't be shy to show concern.

3: Communication.

Communication is vital in healthy relationships. Handle misunderstandings with maturity.
Prolonged cold wars will not aid the situation. Talk things out and solve the issues quickly.

4: Gentlemen.

Guys, be a gentlemen. Pull out her chair for her, open doors, stand behind her while going up an escalator, offer to hold her things if they are too heavy (not handbags, please), offer to pay on the first date (it's always okay to go dutch after that). I know paying is a sensitive issue, do it this way: Whoever asks, pays. Simple.

5: Don't be a bitch.

Girls, try not to be all anal and throw tantrums at him as and when you like it.
Remember that he isn't responsible for your pms or i-am-fat issues. Give him a break.

6: Respect.

Try not to embarrass your significant other in front of other people. It is not classy and loving.

7: Be affectionate.

And I do not mean having sex at the train station on Valentines day. No, that is too extreme.
Give your boyfriend/girlfriend warm hugs. Girls like boys who aren't too touchy.

8: Be alert.

Notice how he/she treats the people around him/her.
It could be a sign if he/she is acting different around you or whether he/she is a keeper.

9: Love doesn't need to be costly.

Come up with cheap, fun dates.
I like going to the beach, supermarket, cooking dinner together etc. I hate it when guys try very hard to impress me by bringing me to expensive places, or get me expensive gifts. I feel obliged to feel happy and appreciative, and that is not romantic at all. Bring a dvd over, cuddle on the couch and watch it with her. Make your own nachos and popcorn.

10: Mature together.

Forgive Each Other. When serious issues arise, people can hurt each other really badly. It's never fun to be the person who gets hurt, but being able to forgive your partner and move on after you've been wronged is essential to a healthy relationship. Don't hide a secret grudge or continue to berate your partner long after the incident that caused your pain. Instead, be willing to forgive and move on.

awesome weekend yo!

2011-06-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!
its been a long time since i last blog!

had a really awesome weekend man despite along the journey I GOT BAD BAD BAD stomachache!
hate it when i m outside and i had stomachache ! zz

steamboat with stella they all at stella hse!! so special to hv steamboat nt inside the house but at the outdoor house. this little kid is my friend's brother ! SO HYPERACTIVE! drink water n kena choke n kena my face ..!! hahas

then after that went midnight movie with yauming! KUNGPU PANDA IS a nice movie!! =D very funny as well, "inner peace"

then supposed to eat bat bu tek in the mrn but due to too tired olrdy, nvm there is a lot of time next time ^^

sat!! went for kaiming 21bdae!! whoaa played 4 sets of bowling games! wahh getting addicted to bowling liao , frm dno hw to play untill nw i like it very much!! =DD

nevertheless had a great time with friends ^^
tmr workinggggg ^^ hopefully nt tt busy =x

OKIE BYEE!

newton circle food day!

2011-05-28T02:25:00.000+08:00

yoyo while waiting for the late comers, me n those who were early at mrt ! i went to buy my new cheap sandals! finally i got a new sandals!! then after tt when the two late comers reached le , we went to celebrate shi jie belated bdae!

jasper, tiowheng and alex, all evergreen sec gangs de! and still got somemore ppl but didnt tk their photo!^^

beatrice!

and we went to newton circle to eat seafood! 1st time go there and eat, the stingray , crayfish, kangkong, and many many more!! damn nice ^^

after tt we went back to wlds to slack at mcds and chit chat !
then saw this bunch of sgc ppl coming over! HAHAS wanling came over n hug me n shouted like kisiao! they just finished performing at concert!

okiee and tmr i gonna work from 3 to 11! heard my collegues said tt today was the 1st day of one for one , was a busy like hell situation! oh man somemore tmr is a Saturday! good luck to me man!

nights ppl ^^

hihi its been a long time since i blog !

2011-05-27T03:11:00.005+08:00

heh heh!! hi people!! this week is a busy busy week man , work , eat , celebrate friend bdae !!

okie start off with pau pau bdae!
ohh went to eat this awesome japanese buffet but the price too exp liao hahahs but there alot of variety to choose from!!and oso after tt one whole bunch of ppl went for movie the priates of the carribean , i would said the movie is okie nia , not very the WAH NICE XIA!

THEN FOLLOWED BY SHAN SHAN BDAE! ^^ my dearest secondary school flen!

sorry for this uglam AND SUPER RANDOM photo! HAHAHAS this is how i will look like when i kena beaten up

this is damn freaking nice xia!! i love it and damn big can actually cut into 4 portions n eat for 4 persons xia!

gosh i love the taste but very spicy but shiok! SEAFOOD AGLIO OLIO!

THE WONDERFUL DRINKS ^^

ALL of my friends n my favourite when i intro them this! called the MOZZA STICKS! got cheese lehs , cheese lovers confirm love this one ! ^^

2011 ~~~~~ ^^

and lastly we got two free cakes =x and
we chatted alot , crapped alot , laugh alot, ahahs! take tons of fotos! and in the end , my friends n I get to bring cakes home!!! ^^

WAH VERY CHEAP ONLY LEHS! , total amount for the bill b4 discount should be
$75.30!!
HOWEVER I GOT 25% STAFF DISCOUNT!! so tada!

the bill is only 66.50 so like one person is only 16+ OMG , CHEAP OR WHAT!! hahahahahs =D
and good news for those ppl reading my blog cux u are being updated for GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!

WTH?! VERY CHEAP LEHS!! come come!! come tcc outlet hv this awesome deal man!! ^^ TWO MAINCOURSE/PASTA FOR THE PRICE OF 1 LEHSS!!

okie and later at evening time i gonna meet my sec sch friends for another bdae celebration liao =( OMG MY MONEY GONNA POK LIAO!!

wah so long nv blog , very shiok lehs heh heh!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS 1ST TIME PUTTING EYEMASK , CUX PANDA EYES COMING OUT LE! must takecare of my dear face ^^ BYE PPL ^^

happygirl today!

2011-04-24T01:08:00.001+08:00

glad to meet ym before heading to work today!! its been a days since i last met him was on sat night!
hehes ate mcds tgt with him and chatted and crapped a lot .! ^^

then when i was heading to work , a girl who dress nicely but talk to loud and laugh so loud in the mrt , really cant stand this kinda of ppl .. zzzzthen the moment i reached my work place ,gosh , almost full house so many ppl man!after that i ate my workplace pasta for 6 bucks , 1 for 1 pasta , share with my colleague.wah ate till very full THEN AFTER THAT ARD 6+ , starting to hv no ppl liao , sibeh nth to do.. like really no customers le.. funan really when busy really damn busy , when no ppl really super relax..

AGAIN , today brought back some cakes cux i work closing ! everytime closing we will have cakes to bring back if we wanna bring back so i brought back cakes that my parents nv try b4 want so they can treat it as brkfast tmr ! ^^oright tmr afternn gonna pray respects to ancestors and after tt gonna work from 6 to 10pm ^^ SEE YAAA!

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outing with praveena!!!

2011-04-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

so happy ! bought my new domokun cute hp pouch!!!

we went to ym work place to eat icrm!! hehes! waffle made by him hehes^^

before that we went to this cheap cheap japan house and eat!

at amk hub

there are tons of photos we took but i just post some hehes!
whoa today worked from 10am to 3pm!
whenever i send food/drinks to the smoking area, i will hold my breathe ! damn it then keep hold untill behtahan untill head ache.

then after work , went to amk to eat with my pri sch friend , settle dinner , but we ate at 4+ wahahs! and after tt get some icrm desert at ym's workplace hehes! the waffle and icrm tgt is niceee!!!!!!!

YES TMR IS A REST DAY FOR ME!

u wear tt apron so cute xia!! hahahs ^^

tcc day!

2011-04-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

Shrooms bite!

Seafood aglio olio!

mentaiko spag!

MOK!

STELLA

heh heh hihi today went to my outlet to hv lunch woohoo so nice!!
I m shock tt my manager gave us free 4 cakes!! then my friends is damn happy ahahs!

okie the cakes we eaten half way !! ahahahs

wah and somemore we got 25% discount! shiok or what , good or what

hehehes my outlet ppl really damn friendly . i love working over there!

oh ya and i just register for get down(hiphop 1 v 1 battle)

its free registration and free admission for audiences as well , at yew tee mrt beside at 2 may !! coming soon liao..

tmr yes work from 10 to 3pm!! yeahhh!! 5 hrs nia! 1st time , always work 8hrs! then tmr shiok!!!!!!!!

Relationship.

2011-04-14T02:30:00.003+08:00

you.

2011-04-13T00:47:00.000+08:00

i really need some time to gain back the trust..
its very hard but I will try..
At times, I will over think and get paranoid but i do hope u will understand as the impact on me is quite big.
just wanna give one another and this relationship and us another chance..
hope this time is never the same as last time..
yeahh a new relationship, a new us..
shall let time prove to me ..
really scare that history will repeat itself..

but yes, i m willing to trust u once again! hopefully you will never disappoint me again..

I so wannnaaaa... bla bla bla!!

2011-04-13T00:38:00.001+08:00

I so wanna eat spaghetti, soup spoon , tcc, sugar donuts, mr bean, tau huey, icream, pizza, calamari rings,sushi.. ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! I want eat good food, to pamper myself for working tcc!!!

I so wanna go fly kite ing, sentosa, marina barrage pinic, east coast park cycling slacking,dance and session with sgc, nra peeps, so wana dance at rp, at scape , so wana wear my adidas shoess and dance, SO WANNA FASTER GET MY PAYY !!!

I so wanna you faster get a bike to bring me anywher at anytime, car license!
and yeah today is my 4th day working at TCC , so far so good.
the ppl there is nice and friendly and I get to hv a free drink today hehes , my collegue in charge of the bar today ask me what i want, secretly make want!
have fun and comfortable working there. but whenever is lunch time hours, it will be damn freaking busy.. so tiring!!

HIHI today is 1st day of work!

2011-04-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

8th april is me n u !! ^^
8th april is my 1st day workingg!!

woohoo so my work place is at funan it mall as waitress at TCC!!
whoaa busy busy untill extend two more hrs so total i stand 10 hrs =/
my legs really tired to the max!!
learn a lot of things today and the ppl there are really friendly !! GREAT!
AND HENG NO TOILET!!
ahahhas
tmr working again !! hopefully wont extend..

yes! i cant wait to go out with u soon hehehehehes :)

Decision.

2011-04-04T00:48:00.001+08:00

Actually I still have this fear in me whenever I want to give you chance. I will randomly tot of what if those things happened again perhaps in the long run, those hurting, those broken promises, those hopes that will eventually drain down, those disappointments...

because actions is really hard to do ,perhaps it is easy to prove in a short time but for a long time period, its hard and require lots of effort, really a lot a lot of effort and time.

I can sense your seriousness when you talked to me yesterday, I can feel it..
But its just my insecurities that will keep coming up to me..
After all I really gave you many chances before so this decision is really really hard...

I need time to think properly because its better to have one person getting upset rather than two person being sad in the end!

Time will tell...
Time will prove...
Time will tell and prove everything..

We shall see whether if we are really meant to be together..
you cant fast forward things to see what will happen, so its either i should trust u n my feelings once more or take a risk...

heh heh session today!

2011-04-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

hoho!! today sessioning with sam they all and grace n fifi N RANDOM ANDY hahahas!!
get to know new ppl ! the takobeats crew ppl!
joshua, reuben, jowee ..!

and get to teach them things !! hehes i love to share dance knowledge to ppl ..

heh heh cant wait for the next session ^^
tmr flash mob!! at raffles and ion !! =D damn funny costumesss!!

endure!

hi!

2011-03-31T01:53:00.000+08:00

hi..

I met you today.
Never would I thought its worth than a break up.
It was so.. sad. really sad.
We both are fighting with our own thoughts , our hearts our mind.
part of us, little part of us wants to be together..
another part of us thinks we should not be together.....
gosh.. I am rather confused of what I want.. should I let you enter in my life again? or should I simply just move on? Well , of course now, I think move on is the best answer... but like what you said. if cant move on then how? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
well guess we got to let time pass , time will tell if we are meant to be.
I really want you back , but at the same time I am rather scare. like what i said , words are easy to say but actions you need to prove to someone for a long long time is hard
but not just temporary ...I really want to give you a chance to prove to me that you will be the person that you stated in the blog .I want you to prove to me that you can do it.
hais.

Yauming! I will never ever regret being with you together ,loving you, even the bad times, I will never blame you even though there is once i really hate you for treating me cold. but eventually I still don bear to hate you because you are really someone I really love..

I really cant bear this to go on...
should I give you another chance?
should we give one another one more chance?
should i?
I am really confused..............
why ? hais.......

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
Iam trying.

2011-03-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

its really painful.... really......
it really gave me a huge impact.
sigh...
its really torturing...

yoyo!!!! went out with pei rong

2011-03-30T00:11:00.001+08:00

hihi!!

today i went to met my primary school friend , its been a very very very very long time since we met olrdy!! HAHS but nvrtheless, we talked a lot when we met up and took tons of fotos!! HAHAS! she as per usual looked the same , me as per usual looked the same as well , we both nv change!! HHAHAS!
well i hope to meet her up soon cux i always so busy =x HAHS OPS PAISEH HEHEHES!! ^^
glad to meet her today!! its always nice to meet ur old friends man!!

time will tell.

argh

2011-03-29T14:48:00.003+08:00

argh, initially i don have intention to go to a uni and further my studies at all man!!!
i really wana work after i graduate from poly , like find some random jobs tt i love and just get paid ,don need to hv good pay but as long i can support myself good enough le.
but recently my mother told me that my relatives want me to go uni , said tt if nv go uni very wasted. then like wah kao very fan xia.... zzzzzzzzzzz

now i have to think carefully what i want whether to further studies anot, now this question pops inside my head. alamak.. like lazy wana study le lehs.. then if really go uni , have to face the projects and exams , THEN MAYBE A BIT OF MATHS , MATHSS AGAIN.. ZZ maths ahh , i really hate u!!

i really need to think properly what i want for my future zzzzzzzzzz..

MAFAN SIOLSSSS!
gosh i feel like eating chocolates nowwww!!!!! should i head down to buy ?? heh heh HEH!! ^^
I want buy skirttttttttt like this kind de!!

I still keep these 5 dried roses with me.

Floor The Love 2011 - Hiphop audition round

2011-03-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO I CANT STOP WATCHING THIS HEH HEH HEH !!!! ^^

wah zai

2011-03-20T01:55:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER SHOCKING NEWS!
my friend who is same age as me getting marry during april!! WTHH???????????????????

For Love Again 다시 사랑하기엔

2011-03-19T03:19:00.006+08:00

1-06 For Love Again 다시 사랑하기엔

Translation

You ask me to come back but you know I can't do that
You cling and plead to start over again but I think I'll just make you cry again
The common break-up song feels just like your story
And I know that you're still hurting over thoughts of me
I know it all but-
* Because to love you again
I'm too bad of a man
Even though you can't still forget me
I can't go back to your side
I told you to be more happy by meeting a person better than me
But why do you keep waiting for me like a fool, don't make it hard on me anymore
Even though I keep laughing when I see funny movies
And I know in the end tears come to my eyes
I know really well but
* Repeat
Even if we meet and love again I'm not confident I can stay with you forever
It's me who turned away so coldly so I don't have the courage to stand in front of you
I can't do that
* Repeat

this korea song, i nv hear b4 , its inside my lappy quite long , suddenly see the title of this song then i decided to play it and is nice! found translation! :)

the lyricssssss, i find it so related!!

is that the reason why?
.

SHOCKING NEWS!

2011-03-16T02:06:00.001+08:00

okie quite shock when i saw that news...........
saw from someone tumblr though! i happened to go n see n found the "shocking thing"
okie what up with the world nowadays man , oh man , all i can say is wasted. yes wasted is the word..

anyway went out with ym today to get cert yo!!
glad tt i am great friends with him now ..he, as per normal , joke hahahs ! ^^
went to tk o lvl cert then go shop awhile then eat and headed back home!!

anyway found this quote nice from twitter!
If you can't be a pencil to write anyone's happiness. Then at least try to be a nice eraser to remove someone's sadness.

Why am i feeling this way?

whatever it is , life still goes on! ^^

whoaaa!

2011-03-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

it show today !

2011-03-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

yeahh went to meet junhao to it show to buy things!!
shiok ! i bought new dancing speakings for 12.90 nia ! and another hard disc which cost 65 bucks!
yeahh like finally next time dance can use the dope speakers le yeahh
and time to backup all my stuffs to my hard disc and sooner or later i wana reformat my lappy to windows 7! ^^

then after tt jh went to work liao , i met zhiwen! cux he wana go shop n buy things , siao ehh , from suntec then go to bugis then walk to dobe god then walk to orchard siao one , my leg pain like siao at the end of the day zzzzz..

BUT VERY HAPPY i bought the speakers n hard disc yeah and
tmr gonna ask that dy to help me buy new mp3 from his booth =D

kbox session !! 10/03/11

2011-03-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

yeahh went to kbox session with grace, bartho and jianbao ytd.. a short yet fun day ..
oh ya nowadays no much appetite to eat food , dunno why also...
excited for floorthelove man! =DD jiayo !

Bruno Mars - "Grenade" (Studio Session) LIVE!!!

2011-02-26T02:11:00.002+08:00

WHOA found this live one!! like nice only!
today went for class, abang teach us this cheoro!! woohoo
long time nv do la style , really shiok
he asked me cheoro whip my hair or grenade! then i chosen grenade! hahas
this song is niceee and i love his cheoro today!!

do i still care ?

first outing with them and quote of the day ! =D

2011-02-24T23:48:00.004+08:00

There are people who deserve you and people who don’t. If you have someone in your life who takes you for granted or doesn’t give you the respect that you deserve, leave them in the past where they belong. Surround yourself with people who challenge your mind and bring out the best in you. As for the ones who only exist to bring you down or cheapen your potential; let them find people who are better-suited to their own qualities and principles. Hold yourself to the highest standard possible. People who don’t measure up don’t deserve your time. People who can’t see past their own cowardice or their own arrogance don’t deserve your time. Anyone who doesn’t treat you the way you treat yourself doesn’t deserve your time. And if you are treating yourself in a way that gives people permission to take advantage of you, start showing yourself the exact same respect that you should be demanding of everyone else. You’re really worth more than you give yourself credit for. It’s time that you start making sure people recognize that. ~Unknown

source:http://girlsguideto.com/article/qotd-feb-23-2011

went out with yan zhu and janice today! my friends i made in my last semester in RP!
1st time went out with them , was a fun and enjoyable day! hehes
it was yanzhu birthday too!! went to pizza hut , i ate beef lasagne nice! and after tt we went to KBOX for 6 bucks only . normally is very expensive but now got promotion!! =DD hehehs

Janice! didnt have the chance to be the same grp with her, i forgotten hw we approach one another and we can actually clique! =DDD

Yan zhu, the 1st girl I talk to in my last semester class, almost same group with her everytime :)

Me and Janice bought chewy junior for herrr! and yes , chewy junior is my favorite =xxx muahahs!

me in kbox!

we at pizza hut!!

okiee tadaaa , tts all byeee ppll ^^

went out with grace and fifi !!

2011-02-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

yooyo ytd tues went to cut hair , trim brows and shoopping with grace and fifi!!
hahahs
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY i bought my new high cut shoess!! yeahhh!
1st ever time buy branded stuff xia.. =x normally wanna buy cheap cheap want but olwax cheap de don hv my size -.- ARGH , then i ytd decided to buy this!! woohoo favourite color orange!! MY SHOES ROCKS!
i am thinking whether to wear for dance this friday if got dance anot.. hmm or shuld i wear out for event 1st then wear for dance.. hmmmmm

hahas yeah and had a fun day with grace and fifi!
n taking fotos, i realise my face really go chubbier liao ARGH! SUCKS hate it when my face go chubby.. body can go fat , but FACE CANNOTTTTTT!!!!!! Nvm hehehs iwill be jogging and doing face massage using cold water bottles , hopefully got use!! hehehs

today best day for nua-ing at home!!

2011-02-20T18:56:00.004+08:00

Today
went mac brkfast with daniel in the mrn!!! woohoo ate mac deluxe , so freaking full with myfavourite mcds orange juice!!(Y)
then suppose in the afternn i m going my aunt house tgt with my mother, but too early so i asked my mother go dwn 1st , i join after when i nap finish. but

end up i sleep till 5+ and having some weird dreams , like got monster attack we one bunch of ppl weirddddd.. hahahas
too late n my aunt house too far,, wanted to go there n have nice n ready dinner. but
nvm too late . today is the best day for nuaing as i went out n studied for the past few days, nv get a actual rest though so today is the day hehehhes! ^^
later 10pm shall jog with my friend yong li! yeahhhs

seeing this photo
reminds me of the first time i received my birthday gift from u ...
memories :)
do u rmb ? hehes ^^

No matter how much pain you're causing her, she'll always find something good about you. That's how much you matter to her.

2011-02-20T02:50:00.000+08:00

yoo !! went to see dance fiesta at marina square but end up i was too late,didnt get to see my friends perform=x opsssy ! nvm i will come n support semi finals n wun be late , hehehes!

yeah then went flea market with deyou n wanling!! wear heels is a torture! but bo bian i need to train myself wearing n get use to very high heels.. but of course i wun torture myself untill so jialat , i still bring extra shoes for myself .. HAHAHAS! then kena blister . luckily one blister nia, without black stockings , confirmed more than 1 blisters want n i will keep complaining like shit =x it feels good to be tall!! =x hahahas
too bad in reality , i m short , ARGH! NVM BAHS WEAR HEELS TO BE TALLER AHAHS!

yeahhh bought clothes n pants today hehes , happy happy ^^

ENJOYABLE DAY, MORE TO COMEE! =D

2011-02-19T01:48:00.003+08:00

hahahahahs HAVE A FUNN DAY WOOHOOOO!!
FINISHED THE VERY LAST UT BUSINESS FINANCE!
and went outing with the girls !!! great and fun outing , went to marina barrage to picnic!! talk !! slack!!
take fotos untill sweatt! HAHAS
then go to chomp chomp eat again n went for delicious desert at the end of the days
and take really tons of fotos!!
shall update more n fotos soon hhehehehes

felt closer and happier tgt with my poly girls friends today ^^ glad to hv them around!

for that moment......I.......

I know u,n i noe how u will react.. so i choose to keep it myself rather than telling u..
just to prevent from u feeling stress or anything...

2011-02-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

the mind cant stop thinking..
memories of u n me , the things that u said b4, do b4..
keep flowing in my mind.......

2011-02-14T02:53:00.000+08:00

I really feel good when u reply happily to my msn, even though there isnt any chance to be back tgt again. like that is good enough!
because i don wish for anything more but to stay as good friends with u !
and most importantly, i wish both of us will be happy! ^^

2011-02-11T02:20:00.000+08:00

i may look alright , happy and cheerful..
yes , maybe at the point of the time i m.
but whenever it comes to night time........
urgh , cant help it. really cant help it ....
but to...... yeah .. hais..

be ok shi jia be ok shi jia be ok shi jia!!!!!!!!!
be strong please!

2011-02-10T02:01:00.002+08:00

i miss you i really do..
happy birthday to you =')

too bad i cant send u msg to say i miss you , not anymore......

2011-02-09T05:45:00.003+08:00

its gonna be 6am now.
and i m lying on my bed now.....
trying to sleep from 4+ till now.... off my laptop and on my laptop again.
the moment i close my eyes, i think of everything , argh .

i m very tired , my eyes are really very tired.
but my mind keep working untill i cant sleeeepp...
i need sleep..
hope to get some sleep by 630! before the sun comes out. =/
sorry ppl for all these emo posts , i feel better writing them out b4 i really got worst. hais

2011-02-09T01:31:00.005+08:00

i got no regrets. i m just very sad.. really sad , sigh.
i really really wish we could go singapore flyer tgt. the ticket is still with me..last few days my mum said wanna help me throw away then i said its not yet expiry date don throw! sigh..................................................
haisss.
cant stop thinking.
the impact is too big

2011-02-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

it hurts.
it really do..
but somehow i expected the results and prepare for the worst already.
sigh.
but what can i do now.
is not to think so much and stay happy bahs.
i will remember to stay strong always like what u said before.

it really really hurts..hais.
i wish for me n u the best!!
n you, i hope u do well for ur studies, ur fyp tmr
rmb the things i said to u. yeah!

HEHEHEH I M SO TOUCHED AND HAPPY!

2011-02-06T05:05:00.002+08:00

ho man i received a call, a house number that i do not know at nearly 1am?
at first i do not want to pick up but at tt moment what i was thinking , it could be u calling from friend house so i
pick it up and when i hear the voiceeeeeee i was damn shockk.

ahhhh!i so happy tt it was my very very very very super 100 times sec school best friend of mine!!
i mentioned it my long time ago post tt she my sec sch friend who is sporean and she's marry in msia and will be staying over ther. so tt time
i was kinda sad????

then new yr she come back! i msg her sister tt time to ask her to contact me when she back for new yr!
then i received her call!!!!!
i damn happy. i nearly wanna cry when i hear her voice.
we chatted for hours , in fact from 1am till about 4am plus??
normally she those kind of person who would sleep early, very early.
wahh i super happy, its been a long time since we chatted on the fone, the last time was secondary times? n the last meet up was two yrs ago??

she really understand me the best!! even though same age but her thinking wahh! (Y)
just nice when i m really in dilemma , she came by and called me right at the right time!
she is really someone important to me, never will i tot i will cry for a friend even though she permantly staying in msia, nt even countries like further away.
i guess i really cherish our this friendship alot. she told me in fone like cux u my very best friend mahs then she kept giving my advices and we tell each other hw we are . glad to know she doing good! engage with her husband!! gonna see u during may!! =DD whoa abit siao , i cry after i hang up the phone with her, 1st is too shocked and touched

2011-02-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

the feeling i got now is like
even though there might be someone else out there 100 times better than him..
u just want tt particular person no matter what.

I really wanna know how u r feeling right now.. arghhh its sucks that humans have to face reality
i really do not wantt... arghhh..
prepare for worst? move on n let go? but its harddd really hard, afterall he someone i like so long..
prepare for best? i hope too!!! i really hopeeeee!!! arghhh.

wthhhhhhhh.. i dunno WTH I M THINKINGGG!
this sucksss!
sucks to the maxx!!!
sucks sucks
sucks
sucks
sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks..
the moment when u are not ready for everythinggg!!!!!
the moment u said u are ready BUT IN FACT U ARE NOTTTTTT!!!! ARGHH

yo happy new year ppl!!

2011-02-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

so the first day of chinese new yearrr!!
i went to my grandma houseee!!!
anddddd

yeaahh my two cousins!!!! the baby so cuteee hehehehs!!
and my malay cousin! haahhaas
the baby keep coming to me n play with me wah quite tiring xia.. HHAHAS
then some zi lian when i reach hm !! hehes

OKIE THEN 2ND DAY OF NEW YR!
went my cousin house!

and play with hamsters while the rest busy playing mahjiong!
and reach hm like 11pm??
then i head my friend house !!! because she just stay opp me "suling house"
then i went there play pokers, gamble and play games n drink.. wahh
damn funny n joke n i reached hm at 5+ in the mrn!!!
VERY FUNN HEHEHEHS ..WOOHOO!!

Today i can go out to my aunt house to eat but i choose not to cux if not i cant use laptop lehsss!!!
need to start studying for upcoming ut 3! super cui to the maxxx =/

okie lucks to me!=D

suddenly got this feel..

2011-01-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

its been quite a while i blog about thoughts ..
well today i been thinking abt u..
cny is coming..vday , ur birthday is coming soon..
and our 1 yr is coming soon also..

most importantly. i am not emo anymore but i m constantly thinking abt u every single day.
i have no idea how u are feeling right now.. whatever it is , i prepare myself for the worst..
i am just thinking times past so fast..
wher i tot abt our very first day tgt, the upcoming 1 yr reminds me of u confessing to me with 5 stalks of roses at the inventory room where i tot i am suppose to return costumes at the room, but u were inside and asked me to be ur girlfriend.. this was the 1st time a guy actually confess with roses to me...

memories flow in my mind..
i wonder , i really wonder do u really bear to let this relationship..
i wonder what ur answer what ur decision what ur conclusion at the end of our two weeks of cooling period..

i really wonder.. there are bad and good times with you..
i just a sudden urge to see u right now at this moment and tell u hw i feellll..
i really wanna go spore flyer with u during our 1 yr anniversary.
i wonder will we survive up to 1 yr anot or it is going to end soon.. i dunno i dunno i dunnooo...
just wanna write out my tots right now...

looking at the picture inside my wallet reminds me of how sweet we are and how we are now..
what happened to us really? what happened??

am i able to face the reality on that day itself...
i dondare to hope i just wanna face the worst nor the good..............

ytd i just brk the promise abt the two weeks don contact.. i cant take it but to msn u..
i just wanna know hw u are doing these few days.. just by knowing hw u are doing , it would be enough..
i dunno how u are feeling .what u r thinking now.. are u going to give up or continue with this rs..

memories with u flows in my minddddd....
i wonder will u be reading this post..

I miss you..no doubt..

this is true..

2011-01-27T09:46:00.001+08:00

True love is When his love is not there, When the pain is deep, When you are weak, but you still hold on to him

taken from twitter!

ELVA蕭亞軒錯的人 (含KTV字幕)

2011-01-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

This song is nice and tells everything....
esp this part of the song
但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能寧願笨也不想要悔恨..

2011-01-21T12:05:00.002+08:00

i don like friends that you help them for studies even you are not sure what to do but you tried ur best, and when it is your turn to ask them question on how to solve, they give u like attitude or just because they are in a bad mood? and they give u answers like they bu shuang like dat, what kind of classmates is that -.- zzz wth?

feel like telling u off! but suan le bahs , ma de...

2011-01-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

it's weird whenever i listen to some sad or emosongs, i feel sad too .......

missing the moments

2011-01-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

i miss the old us..
i miss him.

danzation on fri and saT and maths results!

2011-01-11T01:51:00.003+08:00

hihi was glad that during friday , i get to go to third level with the rest to watch the rest of danzation! =DD hehehe
if not it will be really bored staying in the dressing room.

2nd day is crazy , we camwhore like crazy and very funny, people like shark ,cherie and fara taking crazy and stupid photos , joke xia!!! really had fun in danzation , glad tt i noe nra ppl , getting closer to them. more dancers friends to dance to session with! =DDDchoose some random pics to upload hehehe

why the pictures so small , i oso dunno?? HAHAHAHA i resize them to big , ended up blurr. but mini pic looks cute anyway

anyway i love my hairr!! woohooo

WENT TO syafie's chalet! love this photo even though i dunno all of them =D

YEAHH GOOD NEWS I FINALLY PASS MY MATHS AFTER RETAKING TWO TIMES =X
WAS DAMN HAPPY HEHEHEHEH!!! C5 !! MY FAVORITE NUMBER XIAAA , I LOVE MYSELFFF ! YEAHH GOOD JOB SHI JIA!! WELL DONEE , HUG MYSELF GIVE MY SELF A PAT ON MY BACK HEHE !! my efforts did paidoff!! woohoo =DDD

tired but not asleep yet.

2011-01-07T01:50:00.001+08:00

i m here wondering how my boyfriend is doing..

hopefully he's not stress anymore and fine..^^

hehehe random stuff: asked father to caught big big cockroach, wah very disgusting..
on the iron thing wanna iron my costumes and i leave it for hours -.- nearly forget to off it. pheww

Jiayo for Danzation 2011!

went to buy costumes with jun hao!

2011-01-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

yo , too bad causewaypoint giordano is under renovation
so me and jun hao went northpoint instead to get danzation costumes!! 11 clothes in total means 77 bucks , whoaaa! even though is 7 bucks but add up total so exp xia!!!

went there sun bian shop shop and buy starbucks(LOVE STARBUCKS) and also sushi for my dinnerrr!! saw one hand bag , damn nice but the price is very nice too -.- is 45.90 , its looks like some 20-30 bucks bag but so exp so forget abt it bahs.hehehes!! long time nv eat sushi le! tmr i intend to eat apple for my dinner =) then heavier for my lunch and brkfast..
just finished jogging at my house downstairs with climbing up staircase and krunches.

going to bath now and do rj hehehehes!! byeeee ppllll !!

10months tgt!

2011-01-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

yo!!
went city hall to eat and slack... suppose to buy my present but i dunno what to get .. anyway this steamboat at cityhall is damn nicee!!! portion for two person just nice only 30 bucks!! have a fun day today! =D lazy upload all the photos!

mini steamboat with side dishes and desert ! the beef and fillet damn nicee!

here the mini pot with the tom yum soup (taste very nice)

if only i hv a real digital camera jiu hao! so i can take all this nice scenery around but too bad i m using my phone.. nt very clear but still okie luhs (Y)

ok end off with the lame pic! byebye ppl tmr start school le , SO SIANN!!!

happy advance birthday Chester!

2011-01-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

yo!!! happy advance 21th birthday to my sec school friend, Chester! he's my enemy last time , freaking hate him but ended up he's my crush during secondary 1!

went to his house for his celebration, met up with sec friends, play monopoly deal ,eat and chit chat! long time didn't see them! oh men this photo of mine looks like ah lian -.-
my sec school friends when they saw me, they will ask still dancing ahh , hiphop girl , ehh dance lehs dance lehs .. i was wondering hw they noe i m dancing , my facebook gt announce so much abt me dancing meh?

danzation is coming soon so is my maths results comingg!!!! whoaaa maybe for now , not tt nervous for my maths but i think when on tt day when i m able to check results , i will be damn scare to check one!! hahas lucks for me!! =D

IM SO BOREDDD

2010-12-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

I M SO FREAKING BORED NOWWWW!! RAHHHH!!
feel like playing monopoly deal now and do things that will entertain me!! rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
maybe its Tumblr time, spamming of food pictures!

i very boreddddd, why tmr gt dance if not i can relax and shop at smb shopping centre tmrrr with my dear two friends , rahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now only can shop a while then hv to head to np for dance le!!!!

big BOWL!!!

2010-12-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

YOYO its gonna be a busy week this week before school reopen!!!! =DDD
and this kimchi ramen is damn nice from sakae!!! =DDD the bowl super HUGE!

okie tmr gonna go taka give my stuffs in the mrn wanna faster settle!
then after lunch at cwp with mother then PRACTISE @ RP THEN AFTER TT NP ! oh menn

thurs out with ym and
fri out with shan shan and alvina
and lastly sat either go chester 21th bdae or outing with my pri sch friend praveena!
and

merry christmas ppl!! =DD

2010-12-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

went to jason house to eat and play wii on xmas day!!! hungry hungryy

then today 26th went out with stella gang they all! my polyfriends girls!

i so happy cux i receive alot of small little gifts like chocolates and sweets!! then the packaging all so nice and cuteee men!!

so the ear piece and the candy is i give stella de! this is what stella received for her presents! ^^

hhehe my aunt give me want!!
STILL GOT ALOT MORE BUT I LAZY TO UPLOADDD ..!! bye ppl!!=DDD

Such a tiring daY!

2010-12-21T00:59:00.001+08:00

WHOA TODAY WORKK WORK WORKKKK , I LOVE MRN SHIFT!! EVEN THOUGH NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY AND DRAG MYSELF TO WORK ,AT LEAST I FINISH WORK EARLYYY THEN CAN GO HM REST

howeverrrr today need to go back to rp for danzation pract!!!!wahh after work , eat abit, fifi and grace came orchard then we go rp tgt then saw mel so walk tgt to rp then practise new cheoro..WAH THEN ONE PART TRAIN ON LEGS DE , KAOO EHH . okieee i sleeping soon , need to prepare for afternoon shift tmr! =DD

i miss fish slice noodles and mcd hotcakes with sausage!

Feels good

2010-12-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Feels good after jogging at 10plus in the night(Siao cux very late )even though my leg are like jelly cux i feel fat and jason's convo in msn telling me he jog so much makes me wanna jog even more and seeing his super fat photo till now not much triple chin , ahahah feels good men

feels good men after jogging.. feel nt so fat (Y)

i miss my boyfriend like hell and i am tired like shit.

2010-12-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

hihi today is my 1st day of working in takashimay for this yr.. why am i nt aslp now , its 1.41am ,i shuld be sleeping now. but while waiting for my hair to dry , mean while i blog 1st hehee .. this yr more ppl then last yr xia.. omgg! got no time to rest men. imagine standing 8 hrs wrapping presents. wah siao xia..
have break with with my ex collegues! ka yam and jing hui! yeahh so fun having them around! =D
so many new faces this yr..

zhiwen came by and kian fai too, tot he wanna ask me to wrap chocolates, BUT ITS FOR ME ! my advance xmas present . WAHHH ROYCE CHOCOLATE EXPENSIVE AND NICE XIa OH MEN , thanks kfai! =D hehehes jitao shock men...

customers come non stop , release work at abt 1050, customers keep coming and queuing when the light in taka close a bit le, i quite piss cux no security guard come n stop the queue. i just went to shout to all the customers that they should get free wrappers instead of wrapping services ( in a nice manner) ZZZ

orchard alot of ppl xia!!!!! go home oso difficult .mrt so squeezy , leg so tired.. =D okie
gtg le !!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH!!!

Think I will be damn TIRED!

2010-12-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

whoa ytd dance, today dance, tmr got class plus dance, arghhh! AND SAT WORK UNTILL TUES weds then off =( i think i will be damn tired, work and stand 8hrs and wrapp ..sobsob =( hope i can slim dwn during this working period. cux normally no time to eat then will very little.. hehes!

yeah my bf came and find me today , so happy so long never get to see him le. miss him men.. =D
today got danzation pract, wah tired lehs , full out men!

today super got mood to do pppt! whoaa very effective today hehes , then answer faci questions also very steady! RJ OSO DAMN EASY WHAHA!

oh ya and during brk time , i get to take photo with this SUPER CUTE MASCOT!! HEEHHES

Dance Session!

2010-12-16T00:44:00.001+08:00

hello! went dwn to rp to session with shark and the 2 nra guys!
hahas! was fun , get to learn house from bartho, and some hiphop techniques from sheng ming..
very tired men.. have a great day today with them..
After that went for dinner at mcds then headed home!!
shall see them soon =D

joke of the day! haha

2010-12-14T02:11:00.000+08:00

wah today i asked my friend where she bought her top. then she adjust adjust wanna see her brand tag..
in the end she adjust untill saw her "half bra" , our team mates saw then we luff, she damn paiseh and went to hide .. HAHA wahh very funny when at that situation.. cannot imagine..

then after school do abit of run thru for fyp , wah i think i kisiao liao.. do stupid things with deyou,kelvin and zhongwen. ahahs!

whoaaaa... tmr mid term evaluation at 430! good luck to me and my team mates!! =D

outing with kaiying and zhiwen

2010-12-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

yo went out with zhiwen and kaiying today!! was a fun,long and tiring day.
as per usual zhiwen talks abt his gossips thingss,xoxo pedia thingy, keep repeating the same thing. HAHA!
went to eat , damn hungry men cux kaiying late LOHS!!!

went to daiso buy things, so many pppl!!!!!!!!! then walk ard took photos and zhiwen need to go off to book in. so left me n ky go shop shop ard! i dunno what to buy for xmas exchange for my friend, arghh!!! passed by takashimaya, kinda excited for my upcoming work at there!! hehees miss wrapping presents there though!

luckily i didnt spend money on clothes or whatever , oli on food , wahh shit.. HAHAH!!
walk from here to thereee.. wah very tired lehs,cux of my back pain and leg pain cause from dance on friday argh!

then took mrt home, saw my secondary sch friend,lit kwong as per usual i olwax saw him when i go to rp in the mrn at bustop.. wah chatted alot.. hahas and the journey from orchard to my hm damn fast, normally when u are alone in mrt, the journey seems damn long. hahas

okie currently listening "if i die young" by sam tsui! wah new addictive! ^^

at hm take , like don look like me lehs.

bye guyss!!

Makeover day!

2010-12-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

went to bring them for eyebrow threading,

then cut hair then back to my house to dye hair!!!! They take turns to dye each other hair

while i m sitting at a side resting and relaxing. whaha!! went down to tk away good and ate dinner ! and watch tv!!! yeahh fun day!! next up is baking again with them !!

yeah delicious baking here i come!!

Whoa practice and battle day!

2010-12-11T00:33:00.001+08:00

hihi! today went for practice , as per usual doing all those stretching and basics. OMG I HATE STRETCHING LIKE SERIOUSLY. haha today alot of alumni came back , ppl like Jason,Abang,Aunt Cherie, Aunt Suling and angie came for awhile. then today mel wah teach wah very tired.. esp STRETCHING. i have to emphasize, i cant freaking do a bridge(i dunno hw to spell) i use my head to support which i m suppose to lift up my head. HEHEEH =x

Then i partner cherie , wah very heavy .. hahahahaahhaa keeep wanna lufff. ahhaah cannot support her..
then after tt got a crew battle , this battle is actually for the zirca battle?? then it was fun , freshies, juniors and seniors were divided into grps equally.. it was fun but i was nervous. cant really feel for my solo, ahahah But i did a head turn with impact HAHAH! Did tags and commando. really fun..!

after the dance, went with suling and daniel to eat supper, it was actually my dinner , damn hungry, it was like 11plus olrdy .ate porridge , damn nicee hehehe then homemade icelemontea and paddlepop after tt =x suling treat me icrm WAHHA!

then walk home tgt with them wahh bag very heavy damn tired .. ok byeee ppl !!!

went to oschool dance!!

2010-12-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

hihi today went to oschool dance with kaiying. intitally wanna attend gin one but was late so we went for anan de.. heheh its been a long time since i join open classes le. so fun!! but super many ppl and so squeezy.
then b4 went to the open class went to buy food then saw jun hao, then saw cherie chong aunt,tt aunt so long nv see her le, she shocked me, lols , didnt expect will saw her, she went for oschool class too. hahas this friday she coming back to school for mel's class. haha yeah!! =D

then go hm after class yeahh..going bath now!! cyaa! ^^

HIHI!!!! XD

2010-12-08T00:19:00.006+08:00

Monday "after finish school,went down to ym's house to see this sick boy and get his mc to back to school to help him apply leave of absence. then took cab back to school , wahh the peak hours the cab fare's meter jump damn freaking fast. i not gonna take cab again! waste money,hahas. but indeed the journey from rp to amk is damn freaking far..

i hate it when the cab driver go long way when they can go the short way!! rah! EARN OUR HARD EARN $$ DAMN TAXI DRIVERS! i hope to learn the ways to go here n there so i can direct the taxidriver TO GO WHICH WAY IF NOT THEY WILL TOT WE STUPID AND GO THE LONGEST WAY THEY CAN .!!! SOME TAXIDRIVER VERY GEY SIAO WANT

For example you say :" ehh uncle, i tot go rp is this way de what, why u go this long way,then the uncle will reply:" orh , really ahh, sorry2 or they will say orh i tot this way can then u fight back just now tt way can go what , why u go long way, then he will DIAM DIAM" ASSS! "

TODAY, argh, keep stomach ache today ,rahhh!!! wanted to eat tomyam want but stomachache eat spicy food will make urself uncomfortable. Ok today (Y) , spend very less money! then me n fifi didnt go for ig meeting =x ops, then we went e4 to wait for danzation pract at 8pm but in the end it was cancelled. so meanwhile when we are waiting , i m damn tired, slept for a while ops saliva come out and kena shirt! HAHAHAHAH -.- guess i was too tired like seriously.OKIE BYE PPL

from me :I love it how you hold my hands and hug me tightly that you don bear me to go..

from him " You seem small to everyone else. But you mean the world to me."

Total Sweetness!

online shoppinggg!!

2010-12-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

damn I am in need of new dance shoess, intially i bought this BUT DON HV MY STOCKS.
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So i need to chooseeee the ones above,, this are the few that i eye on! =D but i do not know which one to buy lehs...

ytd hv hiphop lesson and danzation practise.. whoa damn tired.. today finally can have a rest day then take a nap in the afternn today and went to meet ym for dinner.. yeah he passed his bike pract lesson 3..

Tmr gotta head np for danzation pract! =D
i cant wait to bake again!! hehee

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time flies fasttt..

2010-12-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

raining and raining and raining.....
whoa today 9months tgt, didnt realise too..untill i tot of the date today..
haha went to funan with my bf to see his lappiee so he can dota soon!
then ate kfc, oh men the black pepper chicken is nice men but i get to eat two bites oli cux wait later
sick again..hopefully i will feel better tmr.. whaha!! then after that went to buy $8 bucks popcorn!!!! and headed homeee...had a really fun day with him!!!

CHIONG WATERRRR!!
xD

i love it when you hold my hands first
i love it when you disturb and luff at my wrong pronunciation of words
i simply love how you hug me tight when we are going home ^^

outing with the girlss!!

2010-12-02T14:30:00.003+08:00

stella act cute and head damn big ahahahha!! look like cartoon!

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this is jolyeen!go town go home oso take taxi
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my bestie stella!=D
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lastly this is mok! cj!
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TADA group photo!!

went to eat,slack and shop, chill with them last few weeks or last week i guess..

was a fun one! and we buy one another xmas present! hehehe! cant wait for the next outing! =D

Danzation pract today

2010-12-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

okie went to school for test today! i will say i can do some , some cant.. should be okie!! hehee
then on the way to np for dance, feel my throat like weird, like gonna be sick men!! then gt headache and stitches all on the right side.. damn not well, need to chiong drink waterRRRR!!!!!!
after dance , i felt better.. today did formation so i hv to rmb then! get to noe a few more nra peeps =D yeahh..luckily today part of it is doing formation, not so tired today, phew!

okie tmr i got fyp meeting with advisor , got things to show him(satisfied) hope its good and mid term evaluation is coming !

and i don wan to fall sick , plssss!!!!!!
craving for some mini cheese hotdogs now but don hv at home!

hihi been away and never update my blog for long!

2010-12-01T02:39:00.003+08:00

First post for first of december!!! =D

Was too lazy to update my blog and busy tumblr ing everyday , follow people , reblog pictures and quotes.
well, december comes!
and I am working soon at Takashimaya during the xmas period, I am excited because so long never work at there le , i love the environment there, its tiring , standing 8 hrs a day just wrapping gifts!!!
encounter very big toys and small toys, many items like over 50 plus and need to wrap within this time range! I love people who i noe come and visit meee, even though its just walking pass my counter =x and you go shopping at orchard..

Danzation(collaboration with ngee ann poly ppl NRA) coming soon , its at jan!
so tired men, everytime have to drop by there after our classes. the journey so far, bag so heavy.
but it was fun learning cheoro over there just that there wasn't any bonding, hopefully to know new people over there tmr since tmr is doing formation! yeahh last lesson got to see someone i noe from nra at RP item!! woohoo!!! get to chat with him a little while b4 me n my fellow dance mates went home.

ok tmr got ut!! argh last ut and now i m still studying my problem 06... i m too distracted, keep close n open facebook , dunno what the hell m i doing.. ahahha.. i m suppose to be all the way studying, yet now i m blogging.! WAHA!

and also I gave my friend , stella this !!!

she seems so happy to get this.. well it is always nice to get some little things for someone, it will brightens up someone's day ! xD

I WANT XMAS PRESENT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don need present that are expensive
i just want sincere thoughts and efforts presents that you know I will like it, that will be enough to make me happy^^

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2010-11-12T03:02:00.000+08:00

this is the first time , i felt it was so hard to said i miss him and i love him....
I felt that this is really the first time I said this two words to him on fone..

normally i will jus text to say i miss or love him.
what Jason says was right, no one can say something they truly feel in 5 seconds.

2010-11-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

its human nature to look at bad things, make mistakes,when something bad happened, humans will tend to overlook the good things..

always try to look at things positively then appreciate the good things that your love one did for you.

all i want is attention frm you. but yes , i doing it at the
wrong way. oh men haiss..

2010-11-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

lesson learnt........

hais..

lesson learnt

2010-11-07T00:45:00.001+08:00

danzation starting soon.. which is Monday..
like lesser time spend on things liao..

FYP need to do schedule..
been staying at home for the past few days , dunno what to do actually..
been very easily fed up this few days.. dunno why also.

sometimes i am a weirdo.. because i know that someone is angry liao , and the thing i need to do is to stop talking, i know i need to stop talking but something pushing me forward and ended up i keep wana talk and talk..

not having a clear mind i guess??

what up with meee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgg

yoyooyoy gathering at wanling hus today

2010-10-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

men , i miss the feeling of going to my secondary school friend hus and slack till the next mrn , drink and steamboat tgt.

ahah went to wanling just now. ahah got alot of ppl dwn there , as per usual the same old cliques , guys and girls , steamboat session then poker card then YES SAME ROUTINE EVERYTIME DRINKING! but yeah , i never drink cux i don like to drink cux i don like the smell. very shoik lehs , got a intention of nt going hm and slack till the next day.. alot of funny and memories to chat. sibeh funny.... beh tahan!!

love it and enjoy it!!

was kinda sad today

2010-10-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

actually was in an dance item for our rp upcoming concert..
But i gave up because of my retake of o lvl maths.
last yr i retake maths cux i have requirement when i step into rp is that i have to pass maths so that i can graduate from rp...
but yeah i failed got d7 again , this yr again i got to retake and its new syallbus , luckily the new topics , i was able to understand and cope it..

feel kinda wasted that i make a decision to choose maths over dance... in studio seeing the preview just now , feel a sudden sadnessss... tinking why did i ever fail maths in the 1st place.. and this wonderful opportunity dance in muse tgt with the instructor. i wana join this item so much is cux 1st yr tgt with instructor , all along was with fellow dance mates so this time round make it special.

and i cried. i couldnt control.. i stayed in the studio , after they finsihed the preview , instructor was giving comments and i was at there staring,ppl ard me like mel , jason , sajuto asked if i was alright cux i kinda stare into blank space and wasnt like myself... i control my tears as i do not wana cry as i wana stay strong.. but i really couldnt take it and burst it out.. the water in my nose is flowing.

this is the same feeling i have when i was having very serious fever for many many weeks and got virus attack and the moment when I stepped into the compeition place which is quite grand which is the dancework finals,some club place, i oso cry , i feel sad and happy at the same time. like why must i be sick untill so jialat and i couldnt join this compeition. i know there are many opportunities next time, or in the future but every each individual opportunity for me is very precious.

so when i see the video(the video shows like how they trained and practise for the compeition ) like b4 the compeition starts, i was like i was once inside dancework but yet the finals , i couldnt share the joy and sadness tgt with them.. i feel very sad tt time cux my hands and leg was hving red spots then all i hv to wear is long sleeves , long jeans to cover it to stop ppl from staring..

at tt point of time , i wish i could wear normal clothes....yeah the same feelinggg.. its only 4 ppl on the big stage, normally its alot.. and 4 ppl on the stage performing for a few mins , it indeed a honour..

I am someone who are not good at time management so if i were to take up maths and dance , i confirm cannot balance it...
but yeah , i decided and i make a wise choice to do well for my maths..I will pass!!!!! I cannot disappoint and make myself sad again!!

thanks ym for making me laugh, u will always nv fail to cheer me up when i m sad...

so sweett..

2010-10-08T01:28:00.001+08:00

dunno why , i have this sudden urge to read the past msn chat logs..
hahas i keep on smiling in front of my laptop men.

WHAHAHA KISIAO IN THE HOUSE.. OK GOT TO SLEEP EARLY , I M TIRED xD

PHEW!!!

2010-10-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

wah very long never update because super lazyyy..

attended hiphop 1 on1 battle money in the cap last week?? i forget when le.
wah so coincidence lah , audition tgt with isya , 1st round battle also vs herrr men... isya is my dance mate..

wah saw facebook , ppl post photos they travel around like taiwan and japan.. wah so shiok ..
i also feel like travelling , esp to japan to learn dance or even taiwan or korean to shop..

when will be my turnnn!! argh , money no money.. haha

i want more clothes! the round round cap!
school starting sooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omggg.. fyp coming , maths exam coming jiayo!!!

outing today

2010-09-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

yo , alight at orchard mrt, then got one woman approach me , simi model thingy , -.- and give me name card , and ask me what name and age , she asked you 16 ? then i say no 20.. think she abit shock , hahaha then ask number from me , i just tel her my real number , then after tt say nono the last number is 6 , lols i gave a fake number.. =p

went out with grace and fifi today.
its been a long time since i went out with them because fiif is busy with attachment , wah so good no fyp but attachment..

then brought fifi to cut hair , and i cut my fringe too.. xia luhss , nt nice , but they and my mother said is nice..
maybe i don like very short fringe bahs.. hahahss eeyer..

then went shop shop , chatt chatt.. niceee and yeah took fotos , waiitng to uploadss!! =DDD

when?

2010-09-21T02:06:00.001+08:00

when are you going to meet me?
when are you going to contact me?
when am I going to see you?
when are you coming to find me?

wthhhhh

2010-09-20T02:09:00.001+08:00

wth am i feeling???
i feeling a sudden sadness when i see sad couples ard me , and i dunno why it also affecting me ,
perhaps i m listening to chinese emo songs i guess....

cux seeing the fb , the guy wrote something on his wall , like a happy couple why ended up like this , then e girl came n talk to me ..

i know its none of my business but i just feel why like this??? haisss.. why cant a relationship stay happy men? =( afternn time , my another friend also another problem with the bf.

none of my business but i m feeling sad deep inside which i cant explain and dunno why....

yeahhhh!!

2010-09-14T01:10:00.003+08:00

yeah today finsihed all my test le !! next up is major exam MATHS! OMGG

got muffins made by stella , so nice .. within minutes i ate finsihed le , how i wish i m good in cooking and baking men!! she very good at baking!! ahaha

then went home slp yi siaaa , then went town to meet the girls ,( candy , cj , and stella) my this sem classmates , 1st time went out with this bunch of ppl , was great and fun ! we ate astons and then shop ard dobe ghaut , the daiso changed , they are renovated to a bigger area, nice xia , i bought my flat socks !!! cux my flat socks gt hole =( forever got hole , hahaha my mother will ask me " why ur this kind of socks always got hole de ahh , iyo i still need to help u sew back, still can wear de after sewing"
then went to this place called istana park izit??? opp plaza singapura , wah the view ther very nice, its a nice place to take fotos ,and got couples at ther kiss kiss all those de. HAHAHA!!

its a nice place to slack ther!. shall upload fotos soon!! xD

I realise...

2010-09-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

argh.. my webcam got problem , keep hanging.
wanna take photos also like black black de.. arghh!!!!!

ok its gonna be a busyweek coming tis week......
monday ut and outing , the rest of the days meeting friends and going out!! weee!!

wanna wear my high heels again!!! =DD

I realise i m someone who......... If you know me well , you will know what is my weakness.

lalalalala

2010-09-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

yeahh 3 ut finsihed!! one more to go!!!!!! and 22 more days to money in the cap battle
and 46 days left to maths paper!! jiayo!!!

it's been a long time since i edit photos!

2010-09-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

wah!!

2010-09-03T07:54:00.001+08:00

wah i just went jogging at 6 plus in the mrn! miracle xia!! HAHAHAH!!!
I am so lazy to even wake up in the mrn to go jog .
but yeah lohs suddenly urge wana go toilet then like also sudden urge wana jog
and yeah i did it! xD rare xiaaa i jog this time.. HAHAHA!!

I myself also shock tt i will jog instead of going back to sleep.
ok shall read recap now for my test on monday!